I'm going to dump all my bad thoughts here because, let's face it, they're not important, and there are important things to care about.

I thought I was a fucking good writer

If I can't make it in music then I can't make it in fucking journalism either

What the fuck can I do! I CAN'T FUCKING WIN ANYTHING

IF I'M SO GOOD WHY CAN'T I PROVE MYSELF

WHAT THE FUCK

CAN I BE GOOD AT SOMETHING PLEASE

FUCK JK ROWLING WAS REJECTED A MILLION TIMES BEFORE SHE GPT HARRY POTTER PUBLISHED

WHAT IF I'M LIKE THAT

WHY DO I SUCK

WHY CAN'T ANYONE LIKE ME

WHT's WROG WITH ME WHAT DO I HAVE TO FIX

HOW DO I ACCOMPLISH THINGS

WHY CAN'T I DO ANYTHING

FUCK. THIS ISN't HELPTING

I DON'T WANT TO TRY ANYTHING THAT INCLUDES SUICIDE

BUT I PROMISED MYSELF I WOULDN'T JOKE ABOUT THAT BECAUSE PEOPLE ARE SERIOUSLY DEPRESSED AND I DON'T MATTWR

FUCK PEOPLE REALL DIE GET OVER YOURSELF

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKUCKFUCKFUCKYCJ


That is not all.