The Grumpiest Person in Dinosaur Footie Pajamas

I've always found solace in music.

But I'm so tentative with doing it . My confidence and comfort with music has been shaken recently. Often. I don't like it.

I don't feel I'm good enough for music. Music deserves to be done by people who are good at it

There are times when I don't feel like a musician. Those are all the time z

I've never felt like a musician. I've never felt like a real, thriving, enjoyable musician. I've had, at most, one moment..

But I've always wanted to be a musician. I still want to be a musician. But am I worthy? Am I pretty damn good for being in a non-musical environment and teaching myself everything?

Nope! I have a lot to learn. I don't want to classify myself as a musician. I don't feel good enough